eighteen!!!

finally this year is comming to an end! today im finally 18 so to celebrate, im getting my belly button pierced and maybe my first tattoo depending on the cost of the tattoo. can not wait!!! im kinda nervous but excited at the same time. but at least i get more presents today and this weekend. but the thing that sucks is im sick and have been the past two days. i was throwing up yesterday and today my throat hurts really bad. this sucks. but oh well ill get over it. im 18 today!!!! 2 tests today then tomorrow i have one test. thank god im done after this!!! woot woot! but im actually pretty exausted i had homework last night and i was up late. but oh well. not really sure what to say. ill write later. sorry for such a short post!

prom and so on :)

so prom was pretty awesome. my dress was amazing and my date looked great. we danced and had some fun. after prom we went to the hotel and chilled and watched some tv. my dress actually got stuck on me after prom we had to break the zipper to get it off because i would not come off any other way but at least it looked great for one night. but other than that, jeff and i had a rough patch hit this past weekend but we got everything fixed last night. im glad that he can tell that i wanted to work things out with him and wasnt giving up. but other than that im not really sure what all is new. this is the last regular school week for me in high school! next week is some classes and all finals. i can not wait to be done. then i graduate june 4th and im done with high school for good! next week on monday is the first day of registration for my community college. i can not wait to be done! then i get to start out with my career! i still need a part time job to be able to pay for all of this crap. i turn 18 this week and im going to get my belly button peirced i think maybe something else instead but i know im getting at least my first tattoo :D cant wait! well gotta go! talk to you later! byee!!! :D

end of the year!!!!

so not too much has happened since i last posted. but things are going well you could say. im so excited that prom is friday! :D and then next week is the big 18! :D im pretty excited to go out to a club and just go have fun. but i cant wait to finally be able to get out and do stuff that's actually fun. ive been looking for cars so i can finally have my first car! i wanted this car that was about $2700 but for now i only have just over $2000 in a trust. i will probably get more for graduation but it will probably go to a laptop first then to the car. i need a laptop for college first and i want one that has a webcam on it so i can use skype and omegle and what not. omegle has been my new addiction. its basically an anonymos site to chat with people. mostly its just guys jacking off but occassionally there are some nice people on there. but i like messing with people on the text chats cuz you can be anyone you want. i tell the truth for the most part just to see if people are for real. there are some creeps but disconnecting the convo is easy. you meet people from different states and countries even. its pretty cool. but anyways enough of that. i will post pictures from prom up afterwards. and speaking of pictures, i have a website with some of my photography its called KEG Photography. url: http://www.weebly.com/kegphoto and there is just some amatur stuff on there. but i will eventually make a facebook and twitter for it. but i will probably do that later and put some links on here. im not too sure that there has been anything new besides school getting over in two weeks then graduate in three. i really cant wait! well i gotta go do some science! see ya later!

busy busy bee

not much has happened since last time i wrote but i thought i would just stop by and say hey. i have a lot of shit to do before graduation. i still have my career shadow to do and im thinking about just saying screw it and shadowing the resource officer here. i havent remembered to call the office. and i just need to get that done soon! but other than that i have my kiddie lit project to do for friday. we are done and all we need is minor things for the kids. as a senior exit project we had to get into groups and create a children's book for a specific grade. we got kindergarden so we just had to make a story with 3 lessons and rhyming so they find it fun. we also had to create 3 activities for them. one arts and crafts, one writing, and another as a game. well i really need to explain later! ill write later maybe tonight :) see ya! <3

happy again :)

so again with the drama. jeff and i are back together. it was only a week break so not much really changed. i guess im just a little crazy. but anyways everything is back to the way it was for the most part. we are back together and happy again. he spent the weekend with me basically again. he stayed one night though because i didnt want him driving home too late and he had taken his pain killers because his wisdom teeth are growing in sideways. but anyways... prom is just around the corner and im so excited! this weekend im going to see Fast Five with jeff and im like about to jump out of my skin because im so excited! this is just a good ending to my senior year. i cant believe im going to be graduating this year! i have a feeling i will be writing more than i have been because ill be able to be around a computer and i will be able to type more and what not. but im exausted from this weekend with the drama and getting back together with jeff and chasing away the girls who tried to get with him. but oh well. im happy again :) well i will talk to you later!

brief update :)

so i know i said no more boy stories but..... yeah me and jeff broke up. it just wasnt right for us i guess. i wasnt happy anymore. but i do still have a date to prom thank god! haha its actually a really good friend of mine that has liked me for a while but i usually had a boyfriend and one time i was actually single he was dating this other girl. but i guess its alright. hes super sweet! last night he rode his bike 6 1/2 miles just to see me for like 20 minutes. and everynight when he goes to bed he says, "goodnight sweet dreams beautiful" ahh its so cute. but i told him i dont want a relationship just yet so we are really close friends until then. haha. but anyways. today is 4-20... so of course everyone and their brother is higher than a fucking kite today, or at least will be. i hate that stuff. but im not going on my rant about weed just yet. maybe next time when i have more time to talk. but anyways ive just been having a good time. its been a week and im okay with it. its hard getting used to doing nothing again but oh well. well i have more to tell you but i guess its gotta wait. math time. ugh test :/ see you later!

rant, but informational haha

hey so this weekend has been a bit crazy i guess you could say. im not sure if i told you last week that i had gotten suspended for 2 days for my cell phone. of course the one to take it from me was the teacher that i hate the most. we have had problems from the beggining of the school year to even now. he makes me so angry! i have been to "time-out", or in school suspention, iss, so many times i lost count! all because of him. he always is just an ass to me and i dont put up with his shit so i just dont do anything in that class. i know that now i have to actually try because he is one of the factors of me graduating. but ive already said, im starting a petition to get him out of this school. not just for me but for other kids who he treats like that. once im graduated im going to make sure he knows im the one who started it all. but my mom is fully supportive of me doing this. she knows that he picks on me and some other students in the class. when my brother still went to this school we had that one class together and we pretty much raised hell. we both got in trouble in there and i usually got in trouble for sleeping because i just didnt care. i havnt slept in there recently but he also found out id rather be in timeout than in his class. but anyways, he got me suspended and i had to stay home for two days. while i was home i had to clean the house and other chores. tuesday i was going to do all of the outside work because monday was too hot for me to go out. but it rained tuesday so i had it pushed back. i had to pick up the dog poop in the back yard and pull weeds out front and it was annoying. i was supposed to also clean the garage and stuff but i didnt want to haha. so i kinda got away with it for now. but saturday night my parents had friends over for dinner and jeff came too. it was alright i guess. but me and jeff had a talk about things and we both said that we spend too much time together. i was kind of getting sick of him but i didnt want it to be like every other relationship. but we kinda talked and things were okay until my friend met me at this little strip thing that has a bunch of shops and a movie theater and resaraunts and what not, and we used to like eachother earlier durring the summer. he basically screwed me over for this girl that he was with for like 8 months and a week ago they broke up. so we started talking again and then feelings kinda came back. i mean we talked about jeff but there were things that i realized bug me about him that justin doesnt do. and justin goes to my school and he is going to prom and my fear was i wouldnt have anyone to go with if me and jeff break up. but last night jeff reserved a hotel room for $231. oh did i mention its non-refundable? ugh. so i cant just kick him to the curb and i still have feelings for him. but i guess we will see how it all goes.. but on a happier note, i bought my shoes and accessories, except for a bag, for prom! i have these cute silver shoes that go along with my purple dress and i got a tiarra and a necklace, earrings, and a bracelet :D but anyways. homeroom is almost over with. see you later!

PROM!

so i know i said i wouldnt bore you with boys and stuff like that but i got my prom dress a few days ago and it is gorgeous! im so excited for prom! its 6 days before my birthday but my parents gave the okay for me to stay over night at the hotel with jeff! his mom said she would pay for it as long as my mom said it was okay and im surprised she did! but she also knew that her and my step dad did the same thing on their prom night so she said it was okay! :D im soo excited! the next thing on my list is to get my shoes but since me and jeff are the same height im going to be towering over him but i think im going to go with silver heels because im wearing a silver tiara :) im getting my nails done for that night so im sooo excited! i know i keep saying that but im almost done! i have one more quarter left of high school! i cant wait to graduate! and my parents dont know yet but jeff and i are looking for apartments by SCF the school we are both going to be going to next year but itll be his 3rd year there. we found a place that has decent rent and a $500 deposit with a $25 application fee. so as long as we both have a job by then and work a good 20-30 hours a week we could be able to afford it and we would be able to have our own place! im so excited! its only been two months with him but its pretty different because we dont fight and we just can hangout and do whatever its not all about sex and not about stupid stuff like that. but we reallly care about eachother and he makes me happy and my family loves him and his parents love me so its a good relationship. by prom itll be 3 months and after that when im 18 ill tell my mom that he is really 21 and see how that goes. he doesnt drink excessively and i dont drink much but i hope they will be okay with it. Im probably boring you again but i love this guy. i can see a future with him. but anyways i still have to fill out financial aid stuff to get money for college but when i move out i could qualify for more money. but i probably have to get going. we have a homeroom today and i have no idea when its at haha. but ill see you later! byee :) <33

long time no see

its been almost a year since i have been on and posted anything. but i think that im going to change up my posts and cut the crap with the guys. sure i have a boyfriend now but im not gunna bore you with all of these details because its all going pretty well right now. but anywaysss, i moved to florida and that is why i havnt posted really but i moved here at the end of june last year and its not the same part i used to live in. but its not too bad. im now a senior in high school and on my way to college. i got accepted to two community colleges but one of them is back in iowa so im staying here because its loads cheaperr. i do miss iowa and want to go back for some people mainly my dad and my friends. its a lot warmer here and im enjoying it here now. at first i was extremely skeptical about moving here but its not so bad after you make friends and get used to it. but the town im in is still developing so there is not a bunch of things to do but chill in the cold pool or watch tv. i have recently fallen in love with the show Weeds. I am on season 4 and half way through but i have to go to my boyfriends to watch it because he has it all on his computer but his moniter is a flat screen tv. rediculous i know but awesome :) but its about a mom of two who deals pot to support her family after her husband had died of a heart attack and is just a great story line a bunch of twists and its pretty funny at the same time but you'll have to look it up. it comes on showtime but i have no idea when and the newest season is the 6thh and you have to watch it from the start to understand everything. but ill write some more later. time for math class :) byee<3